general update
Last night was pretty fun. Went to the cinema with Ryu, Kamo and Hiya. Saw Team America… which was, ummm, bizarre to say the least. I think I’m going to need therapy for a far few years! Got a letter from Baka which I am in the process of replying to, so that should get sent tonight sometime. It’s strange, although I read her blog every chance I get, so I sorta know what’s going on, and the letter exchanges, I still miss her. Ok, so I’m missing a lot of people right now. I mean, I ain't seen a fair number since the beginning of January. Even Ryu and she only lives about 2 minutes away from my mums. Guess school and other stuff has been getting in the way more than I realised.
I have given up trying to understand that ex of mine. If he wants something to happen, he’s going to be disappointed. Guess I’ll have the best chance of finding out what’s going on on that front next Sunday.
Think I’m over that bug thing. It’s strange, people at school were laid up in bed with it for days, but it seemed to only last about 1-24 hours with me. I didn’t even get a day off school with it, unlike Judi, who either had the same thing as me only more severely, or she had a reaction to the tetanus/ polio shot she had. And she didn’t tell me she was getting it, so I couldn’t give her prior warning of the taste of those polio drops… *shudders at memory of taste… Blurgh!* (Ok, so I’m not sure if Blurgh is a word, but wth, it is now!)
Decided to treat myself to an anime fest thing throughout the day. Had about 6 ½ hours worth of things to watch, but now I’ve watched about half of that, so I think I’ll watch some more of that once I’ve finished this.
Maybe going out to a party tonight, but as I didn’t find out about it until yesterday when apparently everyone else who is going has known about it for a few weeks, I don’t know if I want to go. I dunno, I guess I’m just feeling a little ignored, and for some reason it seems like most people out there are trying to avoid me, for reasons I have yet to work out. Ah well, something new to keep me awake thinking at all hours of the night. I don’t care that experts say that writing things down help, that doesn’t seem to work with me. It just brings the thoughts to the surface of my brain, so they’re right there, floating around, bouncing off my skull constantly. I just hope that they stop soon, before I go completely insane!!
I have given up trying to understand that ex of mine. If he wants something to happen, he’s going to be disappointed. Guess I’ll have the best chance of finding out what’s going on on that front next Sunday.
Think I’m over that bug thing. It’s strange, people at school were laid up in bed with it for days, but it seemed to only last about 1-24 hours with me. I didn’t even get a day off school with it, unlike Judi, who either had the same thing as me only more severely, or she had a reaction to the tetanus/ polio shot she had. And she didn’t tell me she was getting it, so I couldn’t give her prior warning of the taste of those polio drops… *shudders at memory of taste… Blurgh!* (Ok, so I’m not sure if Blurgh is a word, but wth, it is now!)
Decided to treat myself to an anime fest thing throughout the day. Had about 6 ½ hours worth of things to watch, but now I’ve watched about half of that, so I think I’ll watch some more of that once I’ve finished this.
Maybe going out to a party tonight, but as I didn’t find out about it until yesterday when apparently everyone else who is going has known about it for a few weeks, I don’t know if I want to go. I dunno, I guess I’m just feeling a little ignored, and for some reason it seems like most people out there are trying to avoid me, for reasons I have yet to work out. Ah well, something new to keep me awake thinking at all hours of the night. I don’t care that experts say that writing things down help, that doesn’t seem to work with me. It just brings the thoughts to the surface of my brain, so they’re right there, floating around, bouncing off my skull constantly. I just hope that they stop soon, before I go completely insane!!
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