Why me?

I guess i'm just feeling a little lost at the moment. Things that should matter to me don't, and things that do matter to me shouldn't. Man i'm so confused! Why does God constantly decide to mess with my head? Why mine? What's wrong with the other 7 billion or so people in the world? Why can't "he" just leave me and everything to do with me alone, so i can work through stuff at my own rate. Course being able to get a full nights sleep would be good too. Would make a nice change. M'eh.