The Joys of Being Me

Monday, May 23, 2005

1 down, 10 to go

One down, 10 to go.

Well, the first exam is over… thank god! It actually wasn’t that bad. I mean, yes there were some questions that I couldn’t answer, but then that’s the point of exams, to test what you can and cant do, isn’t it. I think i did better than last time, at least this time I could answer at least ¾ of a question if i couldn’t do it all.

Went to town on Tuesday, and didn’t get a bag. But at least I didn’t come home empty handed. I mean, I did get 4 CDs, 2 which I gave to my mum, as they were CD’s that she wanted but dad got when thy did the whole splitting up thing. So yeah. And one of the CD’s I already owned 1/3 of the tracks due to CDs that a certain someone made me… *whistles innocently…* (apparently the same certain someone is now in trouble with his landlady for not getting permission to leave the shed!)

My dad went on a date last week. And I know that that has absolutely nothing to do with anything, it’s just a little wired. I mean, it doesn’t freak me out like I thought that it would when I was thinking about it when my parents first split, and I mean a few years ago. But then that was before I learned the reason why my mum moved out for a bit a few years ago. So yeah, my dads dating again. And from the “shit eating grin” he was wearing the day after, I’m guessing it went well. And he’s going out again in Friday with her. I hope it goes well, I mean he never asked for any of the shit that happened to this family… actually I don’t think even my mum had any idea of the repercussions that would take place due to what happened, but hwy, it did, and we’re all dealing in our own ways.

Hmmm, it’s a good job that it’s the last week at school… my shoes are about to fall apart. I’ve just found the beginnings of 4 blisters on one sole… guess I’m wearing boots in the exams!

I know that some people are planning what to do for their birthdays, and stuff, and I will get around to that… I will… just let me get through my exams first please! I mean, it’s not till the end of August (hint hint) so that still leaves time for me to get something organised. Of course, if people have any idea as to what I could do, let me know one way or the other.

It’s strange to think that we’ve only got a week left at school. I mean, it feels like it was only last week that it was the “oldies” (no offence, just a retaliation to “younglings”…) last day at school. That was a fun day, from what I remember. But now it’s our turn, and we are the oldies. And we only have 4 days left at school… ever. And in 13 years, I have never been on detention or suspended or actually gotten into much trouble at all. God, that’s something that I should change in the next 4 days dontcha think? (must be the rebel in me!)

It’s just occurred to me how much I use the phrase “I mean”. You would think that I would be able to explain myself the first time round, but apparently I cant. Ah well, something else about me. M’eh. Not really important to anything, it was just something that i noticed.

Anyway... prom's coming up. It's only in 4 days. I finally got a bag yesterday, after spending about 2 hours in the metro centre, walking past this bag stall thing about 6 times, i eventually got a bag. But i think i managed to break my sister in the process. See, normally she is a great person to go shopping with, no offence to anybody else, anyway, she was almost in tears by the time we had finally agreed on a bag. Because i wasn't allowed to like it and her not, no no, we had to agree on a bag. But hey, it finally happened, and now all I have to do is to turn up to get the limo on time. Not going to be hard, considering the pick up is literally round the corner, so even if i don't make it, someone can walk the, oh, 10 yards from the pick up to my house. Already got people wanting photos, and the event hasnt even happened yet. Still, i am taking cameras, so any photos that i deem fit will be put onto CD's, and peeps can have photos if they want them.

Quote: sometimes you just have to say "what the fuck"

Yes, i know that that quote is from a film, but it seems to fit. Sometimes life decides that it is going to trow all sorts of shit at you, and there comes a time that you just have to say "what the fuck", tune it all out, and get on with your life. Or tune it out so that it makes it possible to help those who need help, even if they don't realise it at the time. Being in the latter situation before, i do actually know what I'm taking about!

It's starnge. For the first time in i don't know how long, I'm not feeling like the world is out to get me in somem way or another. Normally there is some sort of shit that I'm in the process of dealing with, but then hey, who isn't dealing with some sort of shit from time to time... anyway, it's nice to be able to sit back and say "I'm totally OK witht the way my life is at the moment". Especially considering what the last year has brought along.

Well, jst posted Lucy's blog for her, because school is stupid, and apparently so is her home computer. Go check it out!

Www.my-happy-ever-after.blogspot.com

So um, yeah. I think that's it until next time. I will try to update more than once a week, but no promises.

Keep safe!

3 Comments:

  • Yeah the Chibi is back to her old self *huggles madly*

    I'll call you through the week sometime and check on ya okay ^_^

    By Blogger Sarah, at 9:57 pm  

  • Glad you're happier now : )

    *hugs*

    (& thanks for posting my blog again! & moving me back to England.....timezone! Although, i gota say, Australia sounds good!)

    Im so looking forward to prom now! C u there! : )

    By Blogger Tomo-chan, at 10:26 am  

  • Just one more thing...

    Landlady?

    I prefer, "Keeper of the keys"

    O Great One

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 1:47 pm  

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