Making peace
So I was feeling kinda down recently. Certain things I though I was over started to bother me again. Fell back onto some habits I thought I was passed. But then everyone seems to have times when they’re tempted back into them, even if they don’t follow through with them. Guess I just needed it to help me. And that probably makes no sense to anyone but me, but there it is.
Been out for a few walks recently. At the end of my street there’s this big lake. Must be a good mile walk around it or something. Anyway, recently been out a couple of times just walking around it. Gives me some time by myself where I'm not surrounded by work or people I know. Allows me time to think. Or even to just get out the house for 15 minutes or so.
So anyway, the other day, it was really nice out, so I went out for a walk round this lake. Only I didn’t just walk around it. It started out as a walk round the lake but by about ¼ of the way round, I just kept going. Didn’t turn back towards the lake. Just kept going. To the point of not knowing where I was. Now normally I can be quite panic-y when I don’t know where I am. But not this time. Hell, if I had to, I could just turn back and walk the way I had gone to get to that point. But I didn’t. I just kept going. Eventually got to Witton Lodge. Which I knew roughly where it was in relation to home, but I didn’t know exactly the way back.
But it had gotten to the point where it was quicker to keep heading in the general direction I wanted then to turn around. And besides, I wasn’t in a hurry to get anywhere. I was out for a walk. Clear my head. Sort stuff out. And I had some idea as to where I was. So it wasn’t that I was totally lost. Eventually came across a signpost that pointed me in the right direction I needed to go. Found another couple of lakes walking back.
And it helped. I was out for about 2 hours, just walking around, and I came back with a totally clear head. Knew what I needed to do to resolve the issues that were plaguing my mind. Able to begin to make some peace with myself. So hopefully soon I’ll be back to my normal self… whatever the hell that means.
Song: Savage Garden- Crash And Burn
Song 2: Anastacia- Welcome To My Truth
Song 3: Colin Hay- My Brilliant Feet
Song 4: Colin Hay- Waiting Fo My Real Life To Begin
Song 5: Colin hay- Maggie
Been out for a few walks recently. At the end of my street there’s this big lake. Must be a good mile walk around it or something. Anyway, recently been out a couple of times just walking around it. Gives me some time by myself where I'm not surrounded by work or people I know. Allows me time to think. Or even to just get out the house for 15 minutes or so.
So anyway, the other day, it was really nice out, so I went out for a walk round this lake. Only I didn’t just walk around it. It started out as a walk round the lake but by about ¼ of the way round, I just kept going. Didn’t turn back towards the lake. Just kept going. To the point of not knowing where I was. Now normally I can be quite panic-y when I don’t know where I am. But not this time. Hell, if I had to, I could just turn back and walk the way I had gone to get to that point. But I didn’t. I just kept going. Eventually got to Witton Lodge. Which I knew roughly where it was in relation to home, but I didn’t know exactly the way back.
But it had gotten to the point where it was quicker to keep heading in the general direction I wanted then to turn around. And besides, I wasn’t in a hurry to get anywhere. I was out for a walk. Clear my head. Sort stuff out. And I had some idea as to where I was. So it wasn’t that I was totally lost. Eventually came across a signpost that pointed me in the right direction I needed to go. Found another couple of lakes walking back.
And it helped. I was out for about 2 hours, just walking around, and I came back with a totally clear head. Knew what I needed to do to resolve the issues that were plaguing my mind. Able to begin to make some peace with myself. So hopefully soon I’ll be back to my normal self… whatever the hell that means.
Song: Savage Garden- Crash And Burn
Song 2: Anastacia- Welcome To My Truth
Song 3: Colin Hay- My Brilliant Feet
Song 4: Colin Hay- Waiting Fo My Real Life To Begin
Song 5: Colin hay- Maggie
posted by Chibi at
12:28 pm
2 Comments:
Awwww well, we all like the normal you! So come back already! lol GET UR ASS BACH HERE! Bach, did I say Bach, no I didnt.
*hugs*
Im sure it'l all work out fine. Fingers crossed for you hun.
:)
By
Tomo-chan, at 5:59 pm
Thanks.
You aren;t having much luck with composors are you... My housemate, Haydn, was invited Bach to London by a Big Fish, Salmon... hehehe
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Chibi, at 7:28 pm
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